Monday, February 11, 2008
I'm suffering from Post-CNY Syndrome. I have totally no motivation to study at all. I feel mentally exhausted. And now, physically tired after Monday Training. I feel unfit, after eating so much crap across the 4 days. And it's 9 more weeks to NAPFA! I really need to start getting in shape.
And I'm really focusing and diverting my attention to the wrong things at the moment. Not listening AT ALL in the lectures, unless it's Mr Tee deviating from Mathematics in LT4 showing us unglam photographs he took during the College Road Race. I need a sign, or something to let my mind just come to a conclusion and stop over-thinking things. (but it's so hard)
Competitions in 2 weeks. I don't know how I would do. Don't think we would screw up. I hope. Gambatte mjTKD team. Fight on!
And to myself. Fight on. SELF MOTIVATION!.. -.-
I'm soo screwed for March Block Test.
it's all your fault. but i'm not complaining. sigh (: