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This ordeal has lasted for 6 eff-ing years.

Been screwing with the whole family over and over again for 6 years. And it seems like you plan to continue your stupid lifestyle.

To doubt your connections to the family. To misinterpret our actions towards you into hatred. Never appreciative of anything. Weeps when you're down. Then gets along well with M&D for the next few days. And then starts shutting us out of your life again. What a bitch.

Don't know how M&D puts up with you. I'm not them. I don't have their patience. I don't have their faith. And yes, what you said was true. My "love" for you is dying (probably dead). I want you out of my life.

Used to blame you for all the things wrong in my life. But I've come to understand it's mostly due to my own screw-ups. But the shit you've put M&D through is unforgivable. To raise their hopes and crush them is just plain selfish.

Fuck.