Songs listened during post: The Deceived - Trivium, Right Now - SR-71, Good Charlotte - The World Is Black, Give Me Novocaine - Green Day, You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison - My Chemical Romance, Only One - Yellowcard, Slayer - War Ensemble

Condition: Exhausted
Reason: Spent last night watching ratatouille to 1.45 am this morning. Then had a pathetic amount of sleep before waking up for the mock Chemistry examination. Had to keep blasting music in my ears during the trip to school to keep myself awake. Jason and Douglas didn't turn up surprisingly. Turns out Jason overslept and thus missed it. Douglas' reason for not turning up still remained unknown.

During the chemistry examination, I was both starving and suffering from fatigue. The amount of concentration needed by me to solve the first redox question was so much I was almost brain drained after question one. Rachel's stomach rumbling kept reminding MY stomach about its lack of food. At least the following questions were quite simple and I was pretty motivated to "chiong" the remaining part of the Paper. Organic Chemistry is really my FORTE! All those memorising finally paid off and the questions relating to that entire topic were a breeze. Was really happy when I totalled my results for the entire paper. A. Woo Woo Woo.

Then went to food court at White Sands with a few of the S201 people. The mood was pretty tense to me despite all the laughing and joking. I think its really depressing to know that there is a conflict between people I know. Must be even worse for a certain someone. Torn between two sides. Anyway speaking about conflicts. Just read a secondary 4 friend's blog. Sigh. Seems like he is going through a really tough time with his friend's all abandoning or something. (might be inaccurate due to the ambiguity of his posts). Really, how do you know who are your real friends and will not distance you when you feel like you just ate a 8 course meal of shit. How do you know who would stand by you in times of needs and prevent you from falling down even more. I guess I've been pretty lucky so far not to meet anyone like that.

Was doing Mathematics Vectors before this. And again I am demoralized by the difficulty of the questions. Well, might be easy to some people, but Mathematics is really a thorn in a flesh for me. So irritating and difficult to just get it out of my skin. I think I might pass everything for Promos except Mathematics. Hm. At least the EOM era is over. But the WR era is coming after promos. Shit. So not looking forward to working with Mr. WhatDuh.

O ya. Mr.WhatDuh gave an amazing idea about our title for our EOM the other day. He said "Wikipedia". I gave the "Are you kidding" look and when it seemed like he wasn't, I gave the "Oh my god" look. And what's worse is he thought its a great idea and challenged anyone who can come up with a better idea. He actually said: " Can you come up with a better idea? No right?" Though I was tempted to retort: "Fuck yeah I think I could", I didn't but instead proceeded with a scolding with minimal use of vulgarities. His ideas are so amazing. For groundbreaker, I think he actually gave a fictional character, Santa Claus or something. (sorry to all the Claus Fans out there, but if you are reading this you should be at least 15 and above and have stopped believing in things like the tooth fairy) Can you at least bother to think about it? I know I'm impatient during the brainstorming stage, because I keep asking the group for any ideas when everyone is silent. But to Mr. WhatDuh can you at least put some heart into it. You do realise this is part of A levels. I would try not be so strict/harsh on you but at least put some effort.

Okay. I'm off to complete to Differentitation. Please give me strength. Pfft.
End Post. 12 Days and still counting down.